This is how I feel now...I like this feeling better...

this is how i feel...

New Divide

I saw the first transformers yesterday...I know its about time! I loved the lyrics of this song.

NEW DIVIDE
LYRICS BY MIKE SHINODA AND CHESTER BENNINGTON

I remembered black skies
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross
the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were standing

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss
in every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide

And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes

Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

Across this new divide
Across this new divide

The perfect break to my crazy life...

Yellowstone..and Utah..who could ask for anything more..

My travel buddy was brother..us playing at the discovery center..

Family photo in Yellowstone..

Crazy family pictures...Geoff picking his nose...sick...welcome to the family.

Brady bunch picture....

Shaunee was my favorite part of her play... great job!

Jill is the Rodeo girl...Congrats on a first place.

This is where my love for frisbee comes from...

The view from my families porch...so pretty!!






Yellowstone was a blast. My family is even better. I can't wait to see them again!!!

Then comes Utah..

Manti Pageant...one of my favorite things all year...
The Mormon Miracle Pageant...performed on the hill under the temple...

Oquirrh Temple openhouse...Beautiful!

Jordan is an all-star!!!

I was obsessed with self taken pictures...some of my favorite people...

Jason

Stephen

Amy

Tanya and Hannah aka Tuna and little stink

Tree and Schwarzy

Katie

Brit

Shelby

Lisa

Utah always makes me happy!!!

Two of my favorite parts of vacation...
Flip flops...

Chauffeurs...

Looks just like the ones I had.

Now back to the real world. :( I need another vacation soon!!!

Bowling with the Willey Peeps...

We had our summer party for work again at Strikes. It was good fun.

Random Pictures...

Some of the Office Girls



Some of Tami's guys and Me...



Josh and Rua...Rua kept jumping in our pictures so this was me in theirs. I promise I wasn't drinking!!



I love these girls...



Mel, Tami, Rua, Me and Stephanie



It was a blast tonight. I love the people I work with. Next time we will get more group pictures before everyone leaves.

Please Pray...

One of my favorite girls in the whole world found out about a month ago that she has colon cancer. She is amazing and has the biggest heart. Today is the day of her big surgery. Please pray for her and her family. She will have a long recovery. I look forward to the day she is back at work with me.

Love you Tammy!!!

Home on the Range with pictures

I am not an animal girl at all but this song makes me want to be...

Written By: Brewster Higley, Music By: Daniel Kelley,

Oh, give me a home where the buffalo roam
And the deer and the antelope play
Where seldom is heard a discouraging word
And the skies are not cloudy all day

Home, home on the range
Where the deer and the antelope play
Where seldom is heard a discouraging word
And the skies are not cloudy all day

How often at night when the heavens are bright
With the light from the glittering stars
Have I stood there amazed and asked as I gazed
If their glory exceeds that of ours

Home, home on the range
Where the deer and the antelope play
Where seldom is heard a discouraging word
And the skies are not cloudy all day

Where the air is so pure, the zephyrs so free
The breezes so balmy and light
That I would not exchange my home on the range
For all of the cities so bright

Home, home on the range
Where the deer and the antelope play
Where seldom is heard a discouraging word
And the skies are not cloudy all day

Oh, I love those wild flow'rs in this dear land of ours
The curlew, I love to hear scream
And I love the white rocks and the antelope flocks
That graze on the mountaintops green

Home, home on the range
Where the deer and the antelope play
Where seldom is heard a discouraging word
And the skies are not cloudy all day

Pictures of the animals from Yellowstone...








This is me as a wild animal. We were laughing so hard that it didnt really work out for us.



and the animals from Cedar Fort lol

I am having a blast!!!!! I might just stay in Yellowstone and Utah forever!!!!!

Happy...

I love this quote. I think life is all about being happy. I am happy. Hopefully this will help you to be!

"This life is yours. Take the power to choose what you want to do, love what you want in life and love it honestly. Take the power to control your own life. No one else can do it for you. Take the power to make your life happy."

Sorry I don't know who said it.

I am so over excuses and blaming others and/or my past for things. I am excited for the future.

Random Free Time

Top five great things that I did this weekend...

Number Five...I got to hang out with a new friend and just chat. It was a blast. He is really fun to talk to. We talked about anything and everything until the sun was rising in the morning. Which makes for a really long day at work but totally worth it.

Number Four...I went for a bike ride to the lake. It was so pretty out there.

Number Three...River Cats game with some Willey peeps. I LOVE baseball games.

Number Two...Going to see "The Proposal" It was hilarious. I am not really much of a laugh out loud person but this show made me laugh so much. Plus I got to see it with some crazy fun girls and a random guy.



Number One...PAINTBALLING with more Willey peeps. I had SO much fun!!! I can't wait to go again. Next time I will try for better battle wounds. :)



Look how hardcore us girls were!!!



It's crazy how life works out. I am a happy girl. I am so excited to go on vacation starting tomorrow!!!